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-I finished my Winter Poli Sci class and it seemed to go by pretty fast. There was a lot of reading, but I did "most" of it. It was the end of the last week I started to get lazy in, which all the chapters from that week was pretty much all in the final test. I didn't study because I was tired of the class and my mind was literally booked out and done.
-I have less than a week before Spring starts: :(
--3D Design
--Women's Studies
--Art History 108
--Film
--Singing (Sort of a hobby class *waitlist*)
-I start training at the bookstore @ Elco tomorrow from 11am-4pm. I get a discount, but don't know how much. Plus the outfit is totally comfortable and non-formal. Jeans, tee-shirts, sneakers. Heck yea! Plus I had sort of always wanted the blue shirts they wore the first weeks of each semester :3
-VS is becoming frustrating and depressing and it's been this way for quite awhile. I haven't worked in 3-4 weeks honestly. No hours=no money=no spending opportunities on the things I need (gas, the occasional meal, clothes) or even want (plugs, cds, clothes, shoes, etc.). They say we need to try harder, call in for our on-calls and it'll guarantee that I'll be considered for more hours. I've been doing my on-calls pretty well, with the exception of calling late three times before my "appointed time". Plus, our knowledge and excellent customer service will help us get noticed. Lately, I feel unexcited to even be involved with customers or conversations with other coworkers when I DO work. It's completely exhausting. But working certain hours won't guarantee that the manager in charge of the schedule will actually see you, remember to give you hours you NEED or even be in that day to see your "progress". This comapny is pretty wierd and I feel like they need to make a decision to either keep me or fire me. And the fucked up thing is they're only keeping me for one fucking measly day: V-Day. -_- Thanks, I now know how much you value me. I wanted to quit so bad before V-Day, but I doubt it would of put a dent in their problems. I'm not trying to make a self-fulfilling prophecy, but I don't think I'll enjoy that shift very much since I always feel like an idiot asking questions, trying to talk to people and not knowing every single thing about the products. If I worked there multiple times a week and didn't have any knowledge, that'd be something different. But now, I just feel used, disrespected and lied to by these catty women who run the business like they're laughing behind my back because I'm actually believing that I might be kept.
*sigh* VS is such a touchy subject. I get fired up!
-My bathroom is still being remodeled which means that we have to take showers in the apartment next door and our pet birds are still in that unit. Everyday we have to wake up extra early, etc and it's annoying. When they're working, there's no possibility to watch tv in the front room, be freely out of their way and actually have a relaxing time in my room cooped up. I have nowhere else to go; Kerie is busy mixing for a band's EP, Winter session is done so there's no point to drive to school or the library and I really don't want to hang out @ my grandma's house. I don't know what to do. They said it'd take three days and that was last Wednesday.. Yeeeeah suuuuure...
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WTFF?
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